Why I'm Not Skinny.

Simple. I eat anything i want, at whatever time it suits me. Bad habit, i know but i've been praciticing it rampantly this year due to my upsy daisy schedule. I guess i still can model due to what i call "The B&B Syndrom" ala Boob&Butt. Thats where i gain the quickest and lose the quickest too. My waist has been at a 24 for years and i remain as tummy free as ever. Some people say its a good thing and health wise it is. Fat around the midsection is the fat that leads up to cardiovascular complications whereas lower body fat is harmless, if not overly depressing.

People hear a lot of things about models and eating disorders which i can say i have witnessed more often than naught. Do i feel pressured to lose weight? Of course i do, but i've always said and i will always believe, i am a person before i am a model and i love my curves, regardless of the comments of those who find me much too 'fat' for the industry. My men love it too. I enjoy good food and i wish to be Healthy in contrast to Skinny. I lose weight fairly easily just by altering minor things in my diet i.e chocolate and late night nibbles. And thats a healthy way i assume.

So, im going on a Moderation Meal Plan which involves cutting out non complex carbs and simple sugars. Want to jump start my all week home slump which started when i got too Antrophobic to see people and go out. It happens. Meds only do so much. Charles is a god-send, he's the beat anti depressant ive ever had :) However i want to do my fair share and control what  i can and that is excercise to regulate mood swings, endorphins we love, and by eating right which does effect how your body feels. Who needs to be jacked up on sugar only to crash into the Nobel Prize for Bitchy Of the Year?

So, after this last cuppa calorie free coffee on my left i'm opting for tea and fruit infusions i adore. Going back to my one hour cardio 5 times a week. Gotta polish my trademark legs for new year! ;P

Happy holiday season everyone! Eat be merry but moderate and truly you can't go wrong.

-Bri-

Comments

[Ayumi Luv]

sigh.."modeling" is such a wonderful yet cruelly occupation,have to give up tons of nice foods just to maintain good body figure,u're a potentail model, so keep up ur Moderation Meal Plan and good luck in ur modeling career :>