Calorie Free Coffee

I was looking through some of my friends friendster. Struck me that everyone has these pictures where theyre laughing. Not just big smile,big grins but actual laughing. Not just with their mouths but their eyes. Realise i've never had a photo like that. Then there's the photos of couples who look like their so damn happy together which makes u wonder if they really are. And if they aren't, does it really matter? Which makes me feel oddly disconnected from myself coz im pretty sure i could never be That happy. Then it only makes me wonder what is That? Then again, what is happy?

Guess it just one of those mornings. Strung out from a GRA racequeen job i should not have done yesterday coz i forgot to ask if we're expected to be rainproof & now i've got a Runway press conference to attend. A full day of being reminded how short i am & how my curves wont get me anywhere this side of the industry.

Bad morning poured right into my calorie free coffee cup. 

Comments

[Vernon]

Babes, I understand your insecurities.

But you are NOT short. And do not feel bad or ashamed of your curves. You're gorgeous.

Screw those malnourished figures.

You're hot and as womanly as they come. Be proud of it. :)

[Jeremy]

hey..
Why are you pretty sure you can't be "that happy"?
What if its just a matter of choice?

Anyways, still erm... an eighth way though that book. Told you it will take a while.

[Kenny]

So what type of figure is considered *fashion*? How many local models nailed international brand campaigns? In modern times, just 2. So you can ask all those who say bad things to shut their mouths - they are no better! muahahahaha

(let's count the number of girls who actually have a 7 1/2 - 8 head body porportion...)

[MaE -VIP-]

:)
babe,happiness is in ur mind.It's whether u choose to be positive or negative.
u think too much lar.. ;D
Love is a happy thing.Problems come with the package.
If a couple have problems,but still see eye to eye in total adoration for each other at the end of the day,i would say it's worthwhile. :)
After all,we cant be jumping frm relationships to relationships when one doesnt work out right? ;)
Hopefulness is really a gift.

[wkhai]

i'm sure you have your happy moments bri...

if u can't find any throughout your 18+ years of life, u need counseling... :P